grey sky

2008-11-21T22:58:00.003+08:00

2007-06-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

pirates is nice!

2007-05-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

ahh was readin my prev few posts, i dint noe i can actually post those entries haha ( aiya i noe u all tink is normal 4 me haha ) nvm abt tat.best thing is my season endin soon, last game on fri, den its over! everything is over! no more stupid coach, no more late n tired trngs, no more team dinners, no more teammates ooops! haha last one strike out.hmm i will reali miss de team aft de seasons, i hope we all can still meet up once now n den, talkin cock abt girls n all de crap stuff haha.HC softball team rocks! i will rmb all of u =D hmm sometimes i reali feel useless, when u wan 2 comfort someone but dun noe wad 2 say, i can onli listen n tats all i can, n able 2 do.i dun noe wad 2 say! argh i feel dam bad, anyone can teach me how? argh i feel dizzy now, must b de stupid sun dis aftn givin me heatstroke!

2007-04-07T21:17:00.001+08:00

its been long since i updated.hmm life is jus as normal, nth much 2 say abt.thanks 2 de person who baked de brownie 4 me =D u noe who u are, dun wan put ur name here cos im afraid ppl misunderstand things.oh de brownie is nice ( i noe i said it alot of times alr but i jus cant help it haha) im reali touched de moment u passed it 2 me haha.my season has jus started, but i dun reali gif a dam abt it.im not playin anyway.im reali fed up wif de coach, i hate him now.when i use my way 2 increase my pitchin speed u dun allow, n now u are teachin me ur way 2 pitch faster, n u taught me how 2 hit myself wif my own pitch, tat was reali amazin, bet no other pitchers can do it! since u alr noe u wont b puttin me 2 play in de beginin why u make me train so hard 4 u? sori im selfish, if u r not goin 2 put me 2 play den im not trainin 4 u.dun waste my time, i can spend it on other more meaningful things! argh, wadeva shit it is, im sick of this game.jus hope it ends as soon as possible.haven reali been studyin, may b its abt time.hmm nth much more 2 complain alr.my new class it boring zzz

2007-03-16T10:02:00.000+08:00

wahahah blog blog, but blog wad? haha i passed my chem test! yesh haha a good start =D im muggin phy now, hope i can pass 2. oh man my hand aches lik hell, i cant lift up2 90 degress back or front now,im DEAD! Doraemon save my hand >.< hmm tmr im playin de first game hope my arm has fully recovered.haha i had dis stupid dream dis morning: de story goes lik dis..its a rainy day, while im in sch, my fren ask me 2 walk home wif him, hmm i shall not mention his name, i oso dun noe why i dreamt of him haha.so we walk 2wards de overhead bridge. n somehow dun noe why we started runnin, when i reach de top of de overhead bridge i was qte tired so i hold on 2 de railin n rest, den my fren cont walked, de most funny thing is tat de part of de bridge which is right on top of de canal is missin, n my fren din noticed it, so he jus kept walkin, until is walk onto de missin part, n somehow he dint fall off at tat instant.(lik those scenes in cartoons) den he turned back n look at me, n i asked him 2 look below, so he looked n de nxt moment he drop right into de canal, which made me laugh until i cant stand up haha.aft he managed 2 crawl out de de canal we walk 2 coro 2 use tat overhead pass, den at de coro bus stop i see alot of my other frens dere all wet, den i laugh lik crazy again.den i woke up.okay end of de story.i noe its qte lame, but its reali dam funny esp de moments when i saw my fren drop into de canal haha.i wonder if dis dream will come true haha.okay i managed 2 crap smth.my blog not stagnant now!

2007-02-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

yes im bloggin again.i jus got wireless recently. its reali super convenient =D now i can use comp in my room or can use comp while watchin tv! been skippin trngs recently, cos i reali a bit sian of de game alr, i jus wan 2 take a break, im sori my teammates! but i will b goin down tmr, n 4 de rest of de trngs.i jus hope de competition come fast den hurry end so i dun haf 2 trng so much liao.may b one day i will miss softball but im reali tired n sick of it rite now.haiz my life too borin 2 b blogged tsk tsk, com'on chen yang get a life, start muggin!! AHAHAH hey i jus found someone who oso listens 2 de song 天灰! nice jus keep listenin 2 it, its dam nice =D

2007-02-17T13:52:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i blogged, okay now i shall write some crap here if not some ppl will say my blog stagnant. its 17 feb 2007 means its new year eve 2day =D haha cant wait 4 de angbao $$ 2 come ^o^. 17feb oso means valentine's day has passed (obviously) haha.i love my angel! she rock! i haf never received so much chocos at one go b4 la haha, may b she wan me 2 die of tooth ache hahaha.juuus kiddin, angel u r de best =D i love ur doraemons oso, they are veri cute, jus as cute as u haha.okay my mortal is a horny bastard, he gif me maxim n fhm as my gift, he read them himself DEN STILL DARE 2 CALL ME HORNY BASTARD -.- nvm i gif him a pen knife n he can use it 2 go kill himself =) n screw my phone it jus keep auto shuttin off on its own! im reali gettin sick of it.may b one day i will jus throw it out of my window.okay my blog ends here, nth more 2 write liao

2007-01-24T11:44:00.001+08:00

blog blog blog!! but i dun noe wad 2 write. i finally managed 2 finish downloading tokyo juliet, took me 165 hours, wth! but its nice NICE but i still tink ariel in it started with a kiss in better =D oh man i been workin on a sketch 4 more than four nites liao, den still cant get de result i wanted, lik tat how 2 pass 2 de person haha.hope i can get some inspiration 2nite.sian sian sian, i pulled my hamstring durin de trng on monday, pain! but de good thing is i dun haf 2 do any runnin 4 de time bein ahahaha.dun need 2 run 2.4 every trng, dun need 2 do pe Hehe.i spend de whole nite writin a 20postcard pages of letter 2 my angel den she nvr come sch 2day.im in sch lib now, nth 2 do, im released at 10 every wed!! which means i got 4 hours of nth-2-do time b4 trng, NICE.i tink if no trng i shld jus go home n slp liao -.- sian sian sian dun noe wad 2 write liao. jus end here!

2007-01-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

oh man i been downloadin Tokyo Juliet 4 more than 20days liao, n it still got 15% more. my poor comp, haf 2 keep burning it overnite. all bcos of that stupid blardy earthquake in taiwan, causing de network speed 2 b so dam slow. i took 1 nite 2 dl 45%, DEN HERE COMES DE EARTHQUAKE, which den i took another 19 nites to dl 40% WTF, can somebody tell me who 2 blame??? but de show looks nice, hopefully it is worth 4 me 2 take so long 2 dl it.
sori i reali got nth2 write liao, im jus dam pissed wif de slow dl rate...n thank u 4 listenin 2 my complains haha

2006-12-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

eh portrait sketchin service!! from chen yang! for free!! send me ur photo on msn if u wan a portrait of urself =)

haha dis is my fren btw

<--------- so if u think its nice n wan 2 haf a portrait of urself juuuuus contact me (98589650 or chenchenyang2@hotmail.com or msn) n send me ur photo, i will try my best 2 make one 4 u =D

haha thanks libin 4 lettin me use his portrait as advertisement

holidays r soooo boring...

2006-10-29T21:19:00.000+08:00

i sketched myself, aft not been sketchin 4 so long.

can see tat im reali bored...

bleach is reali nice, but take veri long 2 dl de videos =/

i've been readin death note comic, i tink light is a devil 2 the core. he simply kill anyone he dun lik, n he simply haf no trust in anyone, n he dun believe in love, he is making use of misa's love on him 2 kill more ppl, tsk tsk i feel sad 4 him. he is lik coming 2 dis world jus 2 kill ppl, if im him i rather write my own name in death note, go n die -.- (actually i haf de book haha, fake book 2 b more precise)

he can never enjoy a normal life, he can nvr feel wad its lik 2 love, 2 haf frens whom u can trust. compare him2 L, L will b billion times better than him. too bad L dun live tat long 2 fight wif light to de end 2 see how light die..

i lik wad ryuk said..death is fair 2 everyone, dere is no heaven nor hell, when u die, u jus disappear, jus disappear..

so..2 ppl who wan 2 die, tink twice pls, if not thrice -.- why would u wan 2 make urself disappear when u can exist in dis world where u can feel de things ard u, where u can love, can see de beautiful sunrise, n can read books lik death note, juuuuus dun die..i jus realise my pic lik de photo u use when u die, which ppl carry it ard, =.= chooooy

2006-10-24T12:02:00.000+08:00

SIAN....
death note is nice, L is dam funny, n smart! my idol haha. but he lookin a bit lik drug addict, or candy n snacks addict haha..
i dun lik light, he is too smart n too cruel, perhaps de last name written in the death note is his name, which u will likely see in Death Note: The Last Name coming dis december =) lookin 4ward 2 watch it.
Ryuk is oso a cute character, n he love apples haha, i tout god of death shld love human blood n flesh or smth =/ he is lik light's pet folo him ard, how i wish i haf a pet lik him haha

ahhh can someone help me 2 change de blog skin n the entire blog design?? heeeeeelp >.<

2006-08-29T01:06:00.000+08:00

如果你不再出现　
我的世界　
还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间　
让我们试验　
什么叫永远
想念变成怀念　
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切　
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰　
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜　
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现　
我会不会　觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间　总要把诺言　
一点点摧毁
想念变成怀念　
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切　
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰　
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜　
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

im listening to 天灰 again, it is still so nice, i love the song cos it simply represents my feelings, the lyrics and the melody.
the last few words in the mv is really meaningful, it says,
不管是落叶
不管是阴天
天灰永远会变成晴天...
and tats why we need this sun when we feel sad.
this pic is dedicated to everyone who is feeling sad recently,
hope u can jus forget about ur sadness and wear dis smile when ur feelin sad again.

2006-07-23T18:30:00.000+08:00

my life is screwed, im trying 2 pick up de pieces now. well im startin 2 do my tutorials, which i haf nvr done b4 since de beginin of dis year, but i haf no choice, since promos is coming n i dun wan 2 b retained. i haf skipped alot of lectures recently haha cos i find it boring. i nvr study b4 hand so de onli thing i can do dere is 2 copy wad de lecture writes on de projector, den must as well dun go dere waste one hour time copyin stuff, i rather copy from classmates which takes less than 10mins. during lecture i can go fish tank do tutorials n slp n no one i will care wad u do, but in de lecture theatre u cant, cos dere will b idiots behind callin u 2 wake up.
haha i found is picture from my phone, memories of our bb at west coast, we kope a indian worker,s care 2 transport our bbq stuff, de poor indian will find his car missin de nxt day when he went 2 look 4 his car muahahaha.

2006-07-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

long long no post, again alot things happened, to many 2 list, some simply cant be writen here, may b in my heart 4ever.den i wonder wad is dis place 4, put things here 2 show off? i reali need someone who can listen 2 my stress, who can tell me where can i find such a person. dere is a danger in loving somebody too much, n its sad when you know its your heart u cant trust. i haf not been lookin at de moon 4 a long time, may b under de moonlight can burn away my problems. is my shadow darker under de moon? i dun reali hate 2 study, jus tat i haf missed too much n its reali hard 4 me 2 catch up now, n im jus too lazy 2 look 4 help. sian i shall not complain 2 de blog anymore. talk abt happy things, 2day eugene bday, went 2 eat at cafe cartel, den cut de cake n do all de birthday stuff, we make a NICE shirt 4 him. aft de lunch we went to take neo prints wif him wearing tat shirt, NICE! we all haf a good laugh on him.though he look a bit pissed but i think deep inside his heart he is dam happy. I WAN 2 STUDY!! MY RESULTS SUCKS SERIOUSLY...zzzzz...

2006-06-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

been long since last time i blogged. went back 2 china from 28th may to 8th june, 2 spend 10 days of my holidays.nth much 2 say abt de trip, it was overall kind of boring 4 me. i dint talk much, all i do is take pictures...i dun find de need 2 say certain things out, n not many ppl can understand wad i say, so i rahter choose 2 speak less, n onli speak 2 ppl who can understand me.recently i haf been readin a book abt ppl's weaknesses. i rmb one chapter, its says 'in oder for yourself 2 b happy, u haf to b contented wif wad u haf done; if u wan others to b happy, u haf keep working hard to help others wif wad u haf done'(translate from chinese).. n i believe tat we all live on dis world to balance dese 2 things.
im alone at home now, alone in de day, alone at nite, dun noe its good or bad..i haf lots of horror movies but i dun dare 2 watch alone at nite, cos im scared..blk test is 2 wks away, n i haf still not started mugging, wad shld i do?! i jus hope tat blk test is super hard, so hard tat all those who mug lik hell will oso fail..
been listening 2 twins new album, i find track 4 我很像爱他veri nice, i lik de way twins sing it.n de two solos by Charlene n Gillian, both songs r nice.de rest of de album is jus de twins style.i will gif this album a overall rating of 8/10.
i haf jus watched de jap vs aus world cup match, n de match score is 1 for jap n 3 for aus. de jap keeper is reali good, but too bad his defenders r not helping him, giving aus almost 20 shots.de aus keeper is a joker, he charged forward 2 reach 4 de ball, n de ball went right past his hands n lopped into de goal.de seond half of de game he was subbed out, how sad 4 de japs..
my entry ends here, blog soon...

2006-05-24T21:20:00.001+08:00

de day started wif a veri big mistake of me. i forgot 2 go sch early for de softball announcement, ahh sori my dear teammates, pls forgive me.. i reached de sch at 8 jus nice 2 attend de first talk of de day in audi. tat speaker is reali a crapper, n he seems 2 haf smth again RI, which is NICE! but i wasnt listenin 2 his crappin, im too engrossed in readin da vinci code. during de first break, i tested de new mian tan fried fish noodles, hmm not as bad as expected. gif it a 6/10. de second science talk is another readin session 4 me. poon sittin nxt 2 me dozing of, aft a while i found out tat actually de entire row was slpin. den i ask myself why shld i be awake, must as well join them..
aftn was much more fun. poon me xf ryan mh gene n helen went 2 watch 'over the hedge' at cine.de movie was nice, de characters r cute, de animation was near perfect 2 me, n de story is rather meaningful 2. i'd gif it a rating of 8/10. aft de movie, helen n mh left. de rest went 2 watch x-men 3. i love de special effects of de movie. fantastic, esp de part magneto movin de bridge, reali dam kua zhang. i lik de angel oso, but too bad he dint perform much in de movie. an interesting things is tat qiyu n samuel gang is oso watchin de movie at de same time as us, same row wif us summore but seperated by 2 malays. here r some pictures of de movie..

2006-05-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

nice! drawn by me :)

2006-05-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

-No one is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry.
-Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say
-If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them
-It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone
-Enthusiasm is contagious. You could start an epidemic
some nice sentences i found in a chain mail.well i nvr reply de chain mail but i feel de words are rather meaningful.i believe dere is nth tat is impossilbe 2 achieve on dis world, its onli matters on how much things u r willing sacrifise.sian why write till so philosophical -.- dam stupid..

2006-05-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

well..wad can i say..im reali 'well-prepared' 4 my econs test. de thing look more lik an art piece than cheating paper -.-, i think even if the teacher caught me will wont bear 2 tear it haha. anyway de test turn out 2 b a disaster 4 me. wad i haf studied was not tested, den wad i studied veri little turns out 2 b de qn. den i copy dis thing 4 de entire aftn, in de end onli one graph and 2 points are used, n de rest are jus junk -.- during de test, everyone was scibbling on de foolscape lik crazy, while im lookin at de clock, spinnin my pen, and waitin 4 de teacher 2 say 'you haf 5 more mins left'. in de end my ans was onli one page long n de others r all one n half to 2 page long. feel dam sian. aft de test, me, poon, xf, mh, junwen, ryan n eugene went 2 prince makan, aft de dinner, everyone was stoning at de table, and ryan was having a hard time tryin 2 ask everyone 2 tell a joke. n de joke he told was not funni at all. so we went on stoning for a while until we pay de bill den we left de place n went home. well..jus a boring day.

2006-05-15T18:40:00.000+08:00

argh, chem test 2day, nvr study at all! so prepared 2 get ans from zhi bang. he took dam long 2 finish de mcqs den in de end no time to do section B, dam stupid zzz.but anyway thank him 4 lettin me copy =) lucky zhi bang is not de onli person who studied 4 chem, de girl sittin 2 o'clock position from my view oso contributed 2 some of my ans, thank her as well =) b4 de test eugene was showin me his way 2 get ans, which is...can see from de picture -.- i jus told him its dam stupid.... but in de end i oso did de same thing -.- but wadeva it is i managed 2 ans some qns, n one of a qn from section B i did myself!! clap 4 myself =) anyway its over, so say bb 2 chem

2006-05-13T17:53:00.000+08:00

haha i made myself a pair of sharingan! looks scary. 'u better becareful ah, dun piss me off, or i kill u ah'. i feel lame -.-. been stoning at home 4 veri long, staring at de scr dun noe wad 2 do, so i go play wif photoshop.

2006-05-13T02:10:00.000+08:00

first post on de new blog.
my old blog reali lousy, n no one is readin it so i decided 2 make a new one. de old one is oso not user frenly. hope dis one is better.
season is over, no more softball for de nxt few weeks. dun noe shld feel happy or sad. happy tat i wil haf more time 2 study, sad 2 say tat i feel something is lost in my life. i guess for now i haf 2 buck up my studies first.

guess u dun noe who dis guy is. let me intro him 2 u. he is my dear captain Daryl (who is a hard gay fanatic). this photo is taken aft de TP game. we trashed TP n de happiness can be seen from his actions. he was singin de song by britney spears-oops i did it again. cos dis is de second time we beat TP. his performance indeed made everyone laugh up-side-down. everyone did well in dis game, n he will most probably be de MVP of de game, tats why he is so crazy. but sadly one of our players was hit on de face by de ball, n his nose is fractured. feel sad 4 him. perhaps god wan to remind us tat victory comes wif a price.

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